By Kelly Bridgewater
Seek.
Such a simple tiny word.
But what a punch.
I need to seek.
God.
Writing.
Happiness.
I have not been the same person since my Daddy
passed away eight years ago.
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I need to seek answers to why not?
Why do I have no joy in reading the Bible? Why
do I not spend more time in prayer, except to whine about how unfair my life
has been?
Why can’t I write?
Why am I always wanting to be at home?
Why do I not have any friends that want to hang
out or pray with me?
Why am I invisible?
This year, starting in July, I will not being
doing this blog anymore. Reviewing books for others have taken up so much of my
time for the past 10 years. I NEED TO WRITE.
I need to write all these stories that I have
ideas for. I’ll never be published or become a better fiction writer, if I do
not spend time writing.
I need to visit a therapist who will help me
move past the block to write better and become a better wife.
Lord,
Help me to seek you for 2024.
I want to spend more time with you.
I need to understand that I need some help, and
I need to seek out that help that I need. Bring the right people into my life
who will help guide me back to a better person and hopefully, a better writer.
Amen.
